Throughout my pregnancy and over a year of nursing, I never had any major depressive episodes, with the exception of a tough week or two postpartum. Not that we had a great relationship to behin with but. When I got home from my last hospital stay which I missed my sons 16th birthday while I was there. I too deal with the same things as you do with my mother, and all I can tell you is to stay strong and don't let her dampen your self-esteem or your self-worth. She continued to tell me all about India. My sister would defend my mom saying i'm the problem.
While my instinct was to put my foot down and ban all such enterprises, my head ordered me to swallow my visible fears, even as it entailed holding my breath until their safe return. Numerous times my mom and dad say they will kick me out or send me away. Thank you for sharing everyone. Do people think I want to be like this? You probably know how this ends. When my parents found out I had hurt myself note — I was around eleven or twelve when I started cutting. I need a creative coach. Sometimes it was the only thing that was accomplished outside of his needs, but if that was done, I considered my day productive and successful.
I feel like no one deserves to be related with me. I just wish life was just a dream, but its not……. I know something needs changing in my life and I will do my best to make at least a tiny start tomorrow. Keep doing this while you are waiting to find someone to talk to. I can barely look after myself daily… What if i get better and this happens again or is even worse after the birth of a child. Then there are those folks like me. I remember having an attitude like any other 14 year old and got him angry.
How can I help my daughter understand? My contention is that, the wrong thing said, can unknowingly push a depressed friend over the edge. She sometimes though acts real cheery and nice and I think she might of changed then the next day she goes nuts again. An Exhausted Daughter Dear Daughter, I am really happy that you wrote to me. So I went home thinking I was this joy vampire that sucks the life out of everything. Xxx In regards to what Dominic was saying, I too wonder if I should have children while struggling with depression. Nothing could make her proud. For me, it was a signal that something in my life was not right, I was not happy, I did not lilke myself, I did not like the people around me.
I do become selective on who to brief on my emotional state. I feel so unhappy and resentful all the time which usually turns to anger. My mom verbally abused me growing up. I have a wonderful hardworking husband and a beautiful daughter. I cannot remember the last time I felt normal. I'm 14 and whenever I try to ask her calmly about what I should do, she tells me I should leave if I don't like the ways she does things. This is 100% what is happening to me.
Try and find someone you can trust to talk to. A friend of mine says, that this attitude probably comes due to old age-a phase that most elderly women go through. Plus the chemical imbalance in my brain is just messing me up. I was able to open up about my past, dealing with insecurities, my father and his drug abuse, emotional abuse as a kid. My husband also saw my psychologist to talk about how to handle me. Thanks for helping me start to be aware. She still denyed that she did anything to me even though her, my dad and me know what she did.
Pacific Time; our phone number is 888-563-2112 ext. We are an artsy family and neither my husband nor myself work a 9 to 5 job. I could go shopping, the movies, a restaurant for lunch with a friend if I had called them. When I was very young, my father would get very drunk and try to beat my mother. The proof was going to a trip all by myself and not having a moment of joy. I feel such turmoil of projection of my own feelings -- how I think I would feel if I were her -- and how I sense and empathize that insecurity can eat and eat and eat at a person so much.
Just quietly leave any time she starts in on you. When really, I do my job very, very well. Last session I must have because all of a sudden the same question she has asked another time made me feel like the past was happening for real. I took her death really hard. God, I need that constant reassurance. I gave up my career and was a stay at home mom prior, so I am back to school in different field than I was. Clinical depression is misunderstood at times.