Never forget, givers never lack. I completely understand how you feel. I wish you a speedy recovery, ease and grace in this process to you and your family. She was very depressed, and I was very careful not to make her feel worse by telling her anything that was good in my life. I am working in the 1st module now, and am so excited to keep learning from you! I was beautiful, successful, had a lot of friends and a perfect family. I listened deeply and followed my intuition to find the missing piece.
She is done next week. Rest easy and take time for yourself. My husband had the same experience on his way to work on Valentine Day, his car was smashed but he walked out unhurt. It kind of sucks to not feel like any of them take me and my dreams seriously, but it is better than being unhappy. We are enriched by your presence…. The feeling often hits around 35-40 years old. And I´m pretty sure, that your´s accident changed you as well.
Though I often forget, paying attention to that little voice is sooo important. I am so glad that you, Josh, and Kuma are ok. Marie, having been in a T-Bone accident myself, I know how scary that is. I was feeling like this and instead of taking action I sabotaged myself out of a job. It opens us up to the possibility of making a bad or wrong choice, of losing, of being rejected, or of ending up with nothing.
Coming back, I decided with my husband to really make an effort on what is important: living life and spending time with each other. After the accident I spent a lot of time reflecting on the things most important to me. Storing that stuff has yucky implications down stream. My sister, who is five years older than me, always did her own thing. Warm wishes and blessings to you and your family. I was always anxious, too.
We spent many sessions talking about all the ways Jessica had held herself back in her life. I want to belong to someone but still focused on myself since I have lived on my own for so long with a 12 yr old son. Amazing how spirit increases our gratitude awareness. She will be able to own a new sense of self-confidence and and follow her own wishes, get her needs met, and feel special. When my goddaughter died in 2006 at age 19, I could truly say that nothing ever went unsaid between us. My marriage to Peter is fine and I like my job as a speech therapist well enough. I need to get straight and make a killer plan.
All the bullshit fades into the background immediately. I had to soak it in and feel it, but then release and dissolve it. Who knows what the next Universe I cross will bring me? As folks see differently, they change. Thank you for this particular message. The college and graduate school Jessica chose was two hours away from home.
Marie, I am so sorry for you because of the accident… thanks God you are ok! Life is too short to go to work miserable every day. Any of these thing would apply to her love of dance as well. So glad to hear that everyone is doing okay. Thanks Marie — best to you and your family! In my mid-twenties I tried to ignore the feeling, kept ploughing on and, eventually, my body decided to stage a revolt. See if it makes a difference.
Annette Marie~ Thanks so much for your transparency—I love that about you. My thoughts, prayers and love go out to you. First of all, huge fist bumps on not being dead. If we deny this realities hi libido, low libido then we are being hypocrites. Even in the fullest, life is too short to be taken for granted.